[Lyric] Validation (PINK SEA (C.C.))

I don't want to stay in bed right now
Let me enjoy my weekend
Doubt in my mind has never been so loud
Who am I when I always play pretend?
(Dreams are only in my head)
So why do I still feel bad when my friend's blood isn't really on my hands
(Dreams are only in my head)
I wish it was reality when you told me that you understand
It's too late
To take back
All that trust
You built up and tore down
So what now?
Play loud sounds
To compensate for your flaws sticking around
Rational thought isn't working
Sorry if I've caused you harm
Rain is falling, snow is falling
Wetting my glasses, or is that me?
Well, would you look at this?
A cute attempt at self-improvement
You'll need a second opinion
If you're looking for validation