[Lyric] Vent (Tixwmmy)

[Intro]
I literally spent 8 hours on a song that went fucking nowhere
I am so angry dude
Holy shit
One take by the way one take
This is like a screamo throwaway this is so fucked

Ninewaters

[Pre Chorus]
God im pissed off
Tryna make it right
I can't ever really ever help it
I can't get her off my mind
Its the hardest at the night time
Eyeing up the razorblade
I got these thoughts up in my mind
That i cannot get away

[Hook]
I put 20 on my soul
Screaming out im getting old
Swear to god they do not like me
Thеy just liking what i've shown
Why the fuck im always wasting all my time
I got placеs i should go
I got methods i should try

But im stuck up in my ways
So ill vent inside this throwaway
I just wanna cry
But i cannot find the time
(cough)
Cannot find the time
Swear to god im never right
I just wanna go to sleep
Swear to god i just wanna die

[Verse]
I can't even keep the will enough that i can scream
Baby i just wanna overdose and i just wanna sleep
Tell me why im always so upset and why i feel these things
I just want to sit inside my room and cry at my tv
(yeahhh)
Lately ive been feeling like im r4msey
Cus anxiety's my only friend
I popped another ady
Now im reeling off the chems

Wishing it would end
Lying on my bed
I feel horrible for ghosting hunter (and my friends)
[Bridge]
Yeah
Im a worthless piece of shit
I pop another ady i dont ever wanna sleep
Cus when i sleep i see the faces of the people that i hurt inside my dreams
Fuck
My
Life
(fan fell over)

[Pre Chorus]
God im pissed off
Tryna make it right
I can't really ever help it
I can't get her off my mind
Its the hardest at the night time
Eyeing up the razorblade
I got these thoughts up in my mind
That i cannot get away

[Hook]
I put 20 on my soul
Screaming out im getting old
Swear to god they do not like me
They just liking what i've shown
Why the fuck im always wasting all my time
I got places i should go
I got methods i should try

But im stuck up in my ways
So ill vent inside this throwaway
I just wanna cry
But i cannot find the time
(cough)
Cannot find the time
Swear to god im never right
I just wanna go to sleep
Swear to god i just wanna die

[Bridge but Outro]
Lately ive been feeling like im r4msey
Cus anxiety's my only friend
I popped another ady
Now im reeling off the chems

Wishing it would end
Lying on my bed
I feel horrible for ghosting hunter (and my friends)