[Lyric] VERTICAL (Softheart)

[Intro]
Real shit
You thought 'cause I was sad I wasn't still going hard, bitch
Stupid ass motherfucker

[Verse 1]
Sick of this world, it just drown me
And all these thoughts still surround me, I'm stuck
Fuck everybody, I don't ever need no one around me
You suck
No room to talk, holding on this doja in my lungs
When I get around y'all I can't say a word
Just holding my tongue

Hold me, wish you could hold me
As every minute pass, I get more lonely
[Hoping/hop in?] my soul [?]
Hoping I don't break
Ey, yuh
If they talkin' shit don't talk to me, uh
Ey, yuh
[?] same grown as my feet
Uh, ey
[Chorus]
Walk in the spot like I'm nothing, bitch
I'm just a diamond that doesn't bitch
I light my Mary Jane up as I hop out the mother ship or some other shit
I learn a lot, I don't need shit
All of those years didn't mean shit
I got my heart ripped to pieces
Don't mean I ain't still a beast, bitch

Fuck 'em all like [I'm independent/it depend?]
Double up
Don't see the love, just the trouble
Love, had it, I'm done
Don't know what I'm running from
Just know it hurts and nothing get me numb enough
Tell it, watch it shatter, bubble up
I hear you talkin' shit
It just sound like you mad that I'm comin' up
Mad you can't fuck with us
Yeah, run it up, run it up
Done a lot, never done enough
We stay up 'til the sun is up
Run up a check, yeah, I fuck it up
Don't know why I'm always up-set
We get up when the sun set
Ay, roll and watch my lungs stretch
Ay, bitch I'm all by myself
[Break]
Ay, yeah, ay, yeah, ay, yeah, ay, yeah
Ay, ay, ay-ay-ay-ay-ay-okay, okay

[Chorus]
Walk in the spot like I'm nothing, bitch
I'm just a diamond that doesn't bitch
I light my Mary Jane up as I hop out the mother ship or some other shit
I learn a lot, I don't need shit
All of those years didn't mean shit
I got my heart ripped to pieces
Don't mean I still ain't--

[Half-verse]
Run it up, run it up
Done a lot, never done enough
We stay up 'til the sun is up
Run up a check, yeah, I fuck it up
Don't know why I'm always up-set
We get up when the sun set
Ay, roll and watch my lungs stretch
Ay, bitch I'm all by myself

[Outro]
It don't mean no thing
But you won't look away
Bought a diamond chains but they all look the same
[Watch/want?] somebody else still won't get me out your brain
I'll just hang around in your head [?]
Penacho