[Lyric] ​vessel (autumndropsdead)

[Intro]
I get that it's all my fault
I should've never called

[Chorus]
My bones are melting, again (again)
So guilty; i'm better than that (better than that)
Better than that (better than that)

[Verse 1]
Thread caught in us all
You're not in control
& i'm just a soul
For the manufacturing of an end that was meant
Another casualty but without the consent

And all my life, been feeling scorn
I've tried to hide
But these feelings tore up my insides
And left nothing more
Than pitiful lies; tangled wires and cords
Now why did i think that was okay?
Remembered that moment was so vague

[bridge]
Turning, learning; does it matter?
Undeserving; losing stature, oh
Swear i'm hurting, breath is flatter
Just desert me, leave me shattered

Guilt every night, and i can't move
On when she's right by
And she fucking hates me
But it's alright
In some way, there's no way...
This isn't right

[Chorus]
My bones are melting, again (again)
Again (again)
So guilty; i'm better than that (better than that)
Better than that (better than that)

[Verse 2]
I don't wanna make it out alive
It's a part of life, i'm sorry that i lied
There isn't excuses for the way i treated this
I'm just a vessel losing grip

Grip, grip, grip
Losing
(x4)

[Outro]
I'm craving my last breath
When i change it'll be for the best
But nobody'll fucking believe me anymore
For everything i said and did
Like are you fucking deaf?
I feel your resent
Woah, woah