[Lyric] VETERAN (GTF Official)

[Verse 1: synapse]
I told my baby don’t cry when I step in the ring
See child, angels fly when they ain’t got no wings
This a holy night got one last fight for the king
They said the bullet holes look bigger when they exit the scene
I got no friends no family no kin left
Visions every waking moment rather be dead
Streetlights flickering hanging by a thread
Wartime’s where love got lost between the bloodshed

[Verse 2: N8 DAWGG]
You still can’t light all the fire without the wood
I know he’d want to help make it biggеr still if he could
03-20 and 20 and 18
That was the last of my childhood that was seen
They try and prеpare you for these moments throughout your life
Yet still, I sleep inside my own bedroom close to this knife
I honestly feel a little better when I’m alone
However, I’ve been hurt where I thought was at my home

[Verse 3: TW33T]
Looking in the mirror and I see a blackened face
Full of sorrow and cracks that are harshly placed
Those on my shoulders constant talk that I’m a disgrace
Everybody ran past me I’m outta my place
Poor my liquor and I pray that you coated and laced
Hardly swimming now blood is all that I can taste
Dark sparks dimming shadows I think I’m encased
I’m a walking parasite towards death do I race
[Verse 4: JET BLACK]
Life still goes on even in the grand scheme
Been all around the world what is there to see
Hundreds of soldiers killed right in front of me
I’ve seen more blood these bitches don’t believe
Sacrificed my life man what I do that for
There ain’t no points for life who’s keeping score?
I’ve seen too many caskets man I’m fuckin’ torn
When’s it my turn I need to be reborn

[Hook: synapse}
To all the people I trust
To all the people that love me
To all the people I trust
To all the people that love me
I said I’m praying for peace
To all the people that love me
Keep on praying for peace
For all the people that love me
To all the people I love
To all the people that love me
All the people that love me
To all the people that love me
I said I’m praying for peace
To all the people that love me
All the people that love me
To all the people that love me
I love me
[Bridge: LY]
I’m breaking out
I’m breaking free
From all the people who love me
Those who love me
I’m breaking out
I’m breaking free
From all the people who love me
Oh

[Verse 5: LY]
Can’t get out my own damn way
Can’t figure out the things I say
Just spouting, not about plays
I’d be surprised if I know my place
I’m crossing, past days
Pray to God that I look both ways
Not even sure about the god I pray
Just waltzing, caught up in the fray
How many times til get it right
Guess I’ll run it oversleeping in my bed at night
Same bed that I bought with the work money
Never saving any dimes the church money
And I won’t, how could he blame me
In a world that is constantly changing
I’m starving, running out of bravery
Counting down the days til god pay me
[Verse 6: N8 DAWGG]
I try and go with the flow, but it’s hard sometimes
Cause I came from a matched set, not out of line
Now I’m scared for my life, to take the next step
I’m afraid that my next is my last breath

[Verse 7: synapse]
Baby blue sky
Lullabies told
Out on this road
Where did you go?
I’m coming home
Baby blue sky
Lullabies told
Out on this road
Where did you go?
I’m coming home

[Bridge: N8 DAWGG]
Keep it in my system
I don’t need to cross no bridges
When I’m gone tell my folks I love ‘em
I don’t need none of that feeling oh oh
Pushing on
Oh oh

[Verse 8: TW33T]
Strutting home
She hit my phone
Say she can’t do this no more
Feeling low
I did the most
She got me driving coast to coast
No more cuts on my wrist
No more pain in my head
Feel lI disbursed the mist
One Open spot in my bed
No you dismissed
No you is the bitch
I can’t do this again
God please help me amen
One more time to let go
Please bitch just hit the dirt road
This be my last fucking stroke
One more you drop to the floor