[Lyric] Vision (Light Saran)

[Verse]
Back in the motion, I'm feeling the vibe but I don't feel emotion
They said I been lying, it couldn't be me
They seen me wylin', I been on the scene
Chill with the bros and the pain goes away
Wish I knew about what I know now
Tryna give pills to me, lock my soul down
Everybody has pain that they tryna hide
Why would I lie and say I'm good if I'm not fine, Why would I-
Why would I cry if I didn't care about my life
It gets so dark when you're working hard, it's tough to get up out your mind
Gotta find light in the shadows, go deeper in the madhouse of your mind

[Verse]
How'd I almost forget I was moving for passion and thrill? (how'd I almost)
How'd I almost forget I was stuck in so keeping it real?
How'd I almost forget I was changing some parts of the deal? (how'd I almost)
How'd I almost forget I got bros that'll keep this shit sealеd? (I was scheming, I didn't)
How'd I almost forget what I wanted, vision been floating away
Thе mission was fresh but it starts to decay
Mentally push the good in me away
I've entered a bit of a cycle, my mind has been spinning before I dropped Spin
And I was hidden before I dropped Hidden
Stuck with the mission, I missed out on dinners
Stayed in my whole life when it's two homes, my sister was down bad
She started a business and now she got two phones
It wasn't the first time she seen it, It wasn't the first time, that I seen it
PTSD, gotta close the blinds, before the evening