[Lyric] WAITING... (STXPH)

[Verse 1]
I'm stuck again always waiting for something
Lost all control but somehow I still function
A little bit of red bull and the fear of no life
Mixed with plastic dreams keeps me up at my high
Cause I’m the type of person who needs those uppers
I can time it right yeah after each supper
So focused on the little things it's blinding
And every bit of purpose is worth finding
So what if I don't go to work anymore
What if I see everything as a chore
I’m always bored yet I'm always so busy
I'm always lonely yet they say that they miss me
I'm waiting on a tick I'll probably never find and
I'm feeling like shit so you know it makes mе cry and
Sometimes you say things that you don't really mеan and
I think too much yet I'm never thinking

[Chorus]
This life, my heart
Ain’t ever gunna go real far
Waiting, pacing
So numb to the BS I’m facing
Alone, I know
My emotions ain't flowing though
Hating, pacing
So I guess I’ll keep on waiting
[Verse 2]
Remember back at high school - my senior year
I started rapping for fun, that stuff was top tier
I was really talented at making joke raps
Just for attention though but that went by fast
Remember back at middle school - all of that again
Top of my list was probably all of my good friends
Doing stupid stuff just for the thrill of it
Moved away and that was all that I made of it
So I'm bored, I'm sitting here again
Reminiscing, losing all my friends
Trying to figure out where it went all wrong
I'll probably give up; drink and then I’m gone
So what if I don't go to work anymore
What if I see everything as a chore
I'm always bored yet I'm always so busy
I'm always lonely yet they say that they miss me (nah)

[Chorus]
This life, my heart
Ain't ever gunna go real far
Waiting, pacing
So numb to the BS I'm facing
Alone, I know
My emotions ain't flowing though
Hating, pacing
So I guess I'll keep on waiting
X2