[Lyric] Waking Up (Nathan Ruins His Future)

[Intro]
Sleep at night
Wake up in the memories

[Chorus]
Can't go back
Can't go back to sleep
Cry in the morning
Thoughts pushing me
Obsessed with your death
Addicted to the end

[Verse 1]
Hasn't even happened yet
But I know how it ends
Two people gone
We keep one in our hearts
And the other I only think of in the dark

[Chorus]
Can't go back
Can't go back to sleep
Cry in the morning
Thoughts pushing me
Obsessed with your death
Addicted to the end
[Verse 2]
Talk to you but you can't respond
Kept showing love but I couldn’t stop
All the way until the last minute
Sunday morning carry the caskеt
And 2 months later I carried my past
Can I be happy without bеing alone?
Does everyone have to die before I can live?

[Chorus]
Tried to go back
Tried to go back to sleep
Didn’t cry in the morning
Thoughts pushed me
I'm out of my head
Out of my [?]
Obsessed with your death
Addicted to the end

[Verse 3]
Couldn’t cry anymore
Half a year I felt less
Had to keep it all in, I hid it from myself
Then I wanted to change everything
Change how I remember you
Change how you remembered me
[Chorus]
Can't go back
Can't go back to sleep
Cry in the morning
Thoughts pushing me
Obsessed with your death
Addicted to the end

[Verse 4]
Don't wake up, you've been asleep for months
Dreaming of a world where everything's good
Let the covers cover up the pain
It's been a while, pretend there's no rain
Smile, look happy, I'm on camera
Shudder every time they blink
Stutter every time you think
Shut her out every time I [?]
Eyes blurry but at least there's no tears
Pretend I was ready, I convinced myself

[Chorus]
Can't go back
Can't go back to sleep
Cry in the morning
Thoughts pushing me
Still obsessed with your death
Still addicted to the end
[Outro]
Obsessed with your death
Addicted to the end
Wake up in the memories
Sleep at night
Every day
Every day