[Lyric] Want me dead (CloudAsh)

[Verse 1]
Brand-new Choppas pointing in my head
There’s a lot of words that wasn’t said
In any case, all these people want me dead

(They still counting money, they still counting money even when their brothers dyin')

My ass is still broke, but at least I have some feelings inside of me
Talking shit behind my back, showing courtesy in front of me
And I’m thinking bout all those times when I tried to get rid of me

And It don’t even matter whether you free or you not when your mind is in jail
So many drugs inside of my body, they took control of my brains and made my skin pale
Don’t listen to all these shitty mouths, to get success you should fail
At first, they shitting on your reputation, then you make ‘em start praying

It’s easier to win the lottery than fall in love with me
Glock was used properly, that’s why his mama cry lonely
It looks like poetry, but then you show your sympathy
You gave me cruelty, and now waiting for empathy
Aah, ah
Ooh, ooh
Sleep is not sleep anymore

[Verse 2]
I tell myself I don’t need nobody, but the truth is, nobody needs me
Monsters hide in the places that are foggy, that’s where my soul is, I was tryna find it

I don’t trust no creatures, they only lying
I don’t fuck with bitches, they will never love me

[Outro]
You may not see tears coming out of my eyes, but my heart is leaking like a motherfucker
All was said and done, feelings sunk in lies, now we are something between friends and lovers
Ima trying hard cuz love has its price, but in the end, she said she wanted me to be her brother
I should be strong, but my soul still cries
I bet you know how it feels, my brother