[Lyric] Want to fade (T.sbn)

I just wanted to lose some pounds
Now discussed by the thought of getting weight
After every bite in my head gets messier
I don’t know how it got so far

Trust me, I know it wasn’t much but I still feel so bad
I can’t accept my body.I hate the reflection
Always find more to change
It makes me want to fade

I started working out
It became an obsession
Don’t stop till I can’t no more
Losing more and more

Trust me, I know it wasn’t much but I still feel so bad
I can’t accept my body.I hate the reflection
Always find more to change
It makes mе want to fade

Every time I see thе disappointment in their eyes
They just see what I got.Judging me
It doesn’t matter what I say
How often I cry I’m sorry
Trust me, I know it wasn’t much but I still feel so bad
I can’t accept my body.I hate the reflection
Always find more to change
It makes me want to fade

It started all with the saddens.I always break more
Why can’t I be what they expect ,what they admire
I try so hard not to matter
Even when it all hurts so much,