[Lyric] Water to Me (MADI LEEDS)

I've lost myself again
Another deep dead end
I'm searching for a change
But I'm stuck with this pain
A strange comforting friend

This vulnerability
Keep's coming back to me
The cycle's coming back
My mind's under attack
But that's how I feel free

Ooh
Trying to be at ease
What's reality

Ooh
I'm pulled under stuck under again

Relying I'm dying
I can't be without it anymore
I'm shaking whilst breaking
When's this going to end...?
Pretend I'm in a dream
Then it comes easily
My mind's thinking straight
What more can I create
This is all I seem to need

Ooh
Think I'm in control
But I don't know

Ooh
This attachment is moulding into me

Relying I'm dying
I can't be without it anymore
I'm shaking whilst breaking
Whеn's this going to end I can't be sure
It's likе water it's water to me
I need it I need it to breathe
It's like water it's water to me
But that's okay... it's just for now, right?

Keeps on clouding up my mind
Release this tension I'll unwind
It's a habit that I'll justify
The only answer I can find
Keeps on clouding up my mind
Release this tension I'll unwind
It's a habit that I'll justify
The only answer I can find

Relying I'm dying
I can't be without it anymore
I'm shaking whilst breaking
When's this going to end ohh

Relying I'm dying
I can't be without it anymore
I'm shaking whilst breaking
When's this going to end I can't be sure
It's like water it's water to me
I need it I need it to breathe
It's like water it's water to me
But that's okay... it's just for now, right?

(Keeps on clouding up my mind

And it's a habit that I'll justify)