[Lyric] Water to Wine… (Mr. Mayhem)

(Verse 1)
Water to wine huh? nah man I’m fine
This faith keeps on growing harder and harder to find
When your father is dying mom goes to cry
That her sons and her daughters can’t bother to try
I wanna know why the love of my life
Has been dealing with depression since as long as she’s cried
She’s a perfect fucking Christian but god punished thy
Maybe my lack of faith has got caught in his sight
I will never try to barter but I watch as the time
Has made her not love herself how I see her why
And people that are closest to me dropping like flies
Spiritually or physically the problem is mine
But my family’s at war while I watch and just cry
My friends keep on dropping me and I don’t know why
The country can’t agree on n-n-nothing but pride
Can’t fix these fucking problems but turns water to wine

(Verse 2)
Never been one to wanna bother and whine
Any problems I have fought I have solved them or tried
God let me live when I got caught at the light
T boned with my homie and we walked out alive
But everything that followed that awful ass night
Has lead me to believe that the war’s in the sky
The devil and the father keep on arguing my
My Fucking life like should I want to die?
They know I can take the punches thrown at me fine
But I look around and see my fucking loved one’s demise
I have to sit and take it months and months that go by
Eventually I’m feeling numb from the bull in my life
Makes me not appreciate stuff I love to do I
End up getting lazy put the album aside
Stopped working out and my grades end up fried
Before I know it I Found myself like so damn behind
That everytime I took a step I still was back five
One and only girl I’ve loved convos turned dry
I reminisce on my old group confused on the crime
I committed to have these people drop me so sly
Like I’m your fucking brother you unbothered so fine
Meanwhile my brothers go to war all the time
My only hope it doesn’t end a body to find
A body to fry in a locked up for they life
I guess I should Learn to turn this Water to Wine
Maybe all of it’s a metaphor for our lives
Not promised tomorrow just along for the ride
Any second things get wrecked and turn water to wine
Those problems inside can haunt in your mind
Spend the rest of my birthday just scrolling online
Cause my mind flipped the light switch I’ll try not to cry
Everything gets dark that’s that water to Wine
(Verse 3)
Everything gets dark that’s that water to Wine
I’ve been dropped I’ve been blocked Ive been tossed to the side
I’ve been robbed of accomplishments I Thought it was mine
But the problem is ominous harmonies cry
But They harming me more than these thoughts can be scribed
To Watch the ones you love turn to foes overnight
Watch the ones you love scar their arms up at night
Watch the ones you love getting cuffed for a crime
They was forced into for some food cops don’t comply
Watch the ones you loved turn to scoffed thoughts in mind
Watch the ones you loved run and not have a spine
They ain’t got yo back they want parts of the prize
Watch the ones you loved double cross the one guy
That has never let you fall stayed so close to your side
Watch the ones you love turn like water to wine
Watch the ones you love wanna stop their own life
Watch the ones you love end up homeless and fight
Watch the ones you hate fucking coast and survive
Not an ounce of remorse and they boast bout they lives
Meanwhile, I feel like a, shitty son, brother, boy-
Friend, and grown men have chose Me a target to pry
Cause god forbid I exist the thug sagging white
Fucking Burden to society appalled at the sight

(Outro)
I’m gonna fucking learn to turn this water to wine
I gotta fucking learn to turn this water to wine