[Lyric] Wayside (Mickz)

I keep thinking 'bout the best years of my life instead of having them
Sat thinking how I waste time, I waste time, didn't move for an hour like mannequin
There's a lot to do, a lot to get lost in so I keep front strong like garrison
Always in two minds 'bout what I wanna do but at least on that I'm adamant
Knew it from the start I finish first
If I ever came last, she finished first
Matched and surpassed all it took was work
Matched and surpassed I put in
I put in that time and patience
I guess being alone has its upsides
When you ain't got the time or patience
Cut evеryone off to the wayside
Try put yoursеlf first for once
Maybe I just do it too often
'Cuz I cut too many ones off now
I'm stuck on my own what's the problem
Like, tell me what's the problem
Yeh, tell me what's the-

Someone once told me don't look left if you ain't gonna check what's right
I guess that's as true for my life as it is for when you wanna cross my mind
And even though we parted ways some time ago you ain't left my side
It's hard to remove your presence from me, it's hard to move on with life
But we move anyways that's how it goes
See it all fall down like dominoes
Don't try to replace those pieces
Get stuck with the balance you know how it goes
And it's part of my story somehow
I guess one day I'll look back and know
Why I had to go through this heartache
Why I had to pursue this avenue
As I walk this path I'm jaded
And my mind just feels so weighted
'Cuz I swear girl we almost made it
Yeh, I swear though we almost
But it's cool I don't carry no hatred
I guess being alone has its upsides
When you ain't got the time or patience
Cut everyone off to the wayside