Song: Week 6 journal entry
Year: 2013
Viewed: 17 - Published at: a year ago

TUESDAY:
Rudy can't stand her new school. Its her first day and everyone has been making fun of her just because she doesn't dress preppy like the rest. She doesn't really understand why you get categorized by the way you look in that school. It make no sense to her at all but i mean she tries for it not to affect her. She already has problems at her home, and she thought that coming to a new school was her only escape for the bad vibe in her house, but honestly it turned out worse. Her first day and no one likes her? How is that even possible? She just a normally teenage girl that trying to get her education but it seems like nothing ever comes out right for her. Shes just stressed and doesn't know what to do with her life at the moment. But she keeps it all to herself

WEDNESDAY:
The book that i read today was called The Boyfriends List. This book was about a list of guys that a girl has dated. She does this so that she can keep track of all the memorize that she has made with them. She takes the time to look back and she all the lessons that she has learned and the guys she has dated for the longest. Rudy Oliver has also had a rough ten days. In each day she has lost some thing that is most valuable to her, she has already lost one of her boyfriends, her best friend, and lost other friendships. She has just been going through the roughest times. Like the other day she had a panic attack in the gym in front of everyone. Now she has been the laugh of the school. This year has been the worst worst for her

THURSDAY:
Today i have read that that Rudy Oliver has been in the hospital for a week now due to not being able to think straight. She has been going through some really difficult times and its as if no one understands her. She tries talking to her mom about her problems but her mother never has time for her. Sadly her father passed away not to long ago. Her fathers death has effected her the most. She was really close to her father. He was the only one that would ever listen to her, the one that would ever understand her because her mom was never there and still isn't. Rudy has been through so much. She doesn't even wanna got to school anymore because everyone always makes fun of her and laughs as if they knew how it truly felt to loose you father and to know that your mother has never been there for you and never will be

FRIDAY:
Today i read that Rudy Oliver is out of the hospital. Shes not completely okay but she's doing a little better than the past week. When she arrived home, she got home to something she would of never expected. she went home to seeing her most closes friends and family. They all threw her a welcome home party, even though she was surprised she sat and wondered who's idea it was. As she was saying hi to all her friends and family members she was interrupted by a voice that sounded a lot like her mother. She slowly turned around and there she was wearing a beautiful green dress. As tears ran down Rudy face she walked towards her mother and asked her what she was doing here, Rudy's mother smiled and she responded i have come for you my angel, i am her to listen and guide you through all your problems but before that can happen i am her to ask for you forgiveness, it is i that have failed you. Forgive me for not being the mother you have expected me to be, please forgive.... she didn't finish saying her last word when Rudy interrupted her and said mother please, please don't say another word, she busted out and tears and ran out the crowded running crazily, running with no direction, her mother looked down and breathed heavenly

( Zayra Hernandez )
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