[Lyric] What If (Victor Alaka)

Chorus


My fears keep me awake but I'd have to dream with my eyes wide open
My doubt would be at stake but I'd have to climb with my faith wild hoping
What if I fall down
Crashing on the ground
What if I won't stand a chance
My fears saying calm down
The price saying run now
What if I can't even understand




Verse 1


Yeah Should I take up this last chance or let it slip for better
Things are getting better yeah that phrase is so mythical
My state of mind has gone so wild
I'd say it's beyond critical
My thoughts are pacing with the beats
The risk is not minimal
What if it's a no
A no to raps and all the shows
Sеveral lines I wrote thinking onе day I'll blow
What if it's a no, a no to all the hit records
Dreamt of and expected of me that'd be a blow
What if, what if I was never meant to show up
The first day on the stage, spitting rhymes
It was a blow-up
The likes and all the attentions got me rhyming with my flow up
I' ma hold up, but what if this was never meant to be
The lyrics and the hoodies will I throw em of the bin
All em' dreams, eyes closed or wide open
They're all I see
Circumstances are freaking unforeseen
Will I hold up with the mic when the future's getting too blurry to see

Chorus


What if I fall down
Crashing on the ground
What if I don't stand a chance
My fears saying calm down
The price saying run now
What if I can't even understand




Verse 2


I gave up on the mic, now I'm back to make a difference
Pass a message to the world while I tie up loose ends
Bring back Rap was the word
No time yeah cos someday I'll be gone
A legacy I hope someday I'll drop
My last chance on the line
Yeah I got to pick it up
My last chance to buckle up I guess
Face my fears when I'm scared
Yeah With confidence I beat it off my cheat
No regrets
But what if, but what if
I was never meant to rap
Peradventure I've been wasting my time
Writing all em' tracks
Ears glued to the funkies in the hip-hops
And the traps
I'm feeling like I'm trapped in insecurities but why
But what if, but what if I could give it all I have
Maybe I'm just as gifted as Eminem and the likes
I've got a chance, to chase after my dreams and make mum proud
Will I let go of this chance or man up
When I can barely take a stand



Chorus


What if I fall down
Crashing on the ground
What if I won't stand a chance
My fears saying calm down
But the price saying run now
What if I can't even understand




Verse 3


Yeah the top is for celebrities and here I'm just a young boy
Enough of all the negativities, I'm gonna hold on
I want to back out but the lyrics want to come out
Staying off course the music for some time is like a blackout
I'll give it all I have hoping someday I'ma stand out
My days are numbered, but I'm still praying that I never time out
God's time is the best
Yeah he said to me son, never settle for less
Be hopeful and be Galant
Cos you're certainly the best
But what if, no what if
I can't question you God
I'm scared of things I see around
I don't want to go wrong
What if I blow up, maybe later drop dead like a bomb
The cross is mine I know
But I can't go on, on my own
So carry me along cos I don't wanna go alone
One last thing Lord, strength to be confident and be bold
I'm grateful for the last chance you've given me and I know
But, what if, what if