[Lyric] What Ive Become (Beyond Chaos)

Look in the mirror, what do you see?
Deep looking, lost dreams
The night is always harder

Distant thoughts, ruined future
I was a child everything was so easier
I'm sorry for who I am
I'm sorry for what I've become

I'm here to suffer
I'm here to feel the pain of my memories and lack of hope
And now I am a shame

Those false promises I made to myself
All those disappointments
I wish everything had been different
Is regret the worst feeling?

I learned that tears don't hurt
What hurts is the reason thеy fall
Tomorrow is a new beginning, but I'm tired of all
Stop looking at mе
I don't want this reality