[Lyric] When Will It Stop Hurting? (Roses!Hands!)

[Verse 1]
My eyes creep open from the afternoon light
Try as I will but I just can’t fight
This weight on my chest that’s holding me down
Feel like any second in my sheets I could drown
Everyday feels the same all bleeding into one
If I could escape I can’t tell you how fast I’d run
To anywhere as long as its away from here
If I had the chance in a second I’d disappear
Pain so deep feel it swelling in my lungs
Like a wasp trapped inside myself I keep getting stung
And my mind won’t let me get out of bed
Think I’ll just stay inside
Trapped in my head

[Chorus]
And I just wanna know
When will it stop hurting?
When will I feel okay?
God please tеll me
Will there еver come a day?
When I don’t wake up
And feel this way
I just wanna know
[Verse 2]
God I really can’t breathe
Feel like the dark in the room is suffocating me
Try not to think but I just can’t stop
Wish the voice in my head would just shut the fuck up
Feel myself fight for control
Can I cut myself or am I too old?
Wonder if that would make me feel better or worse
Think I might’ve inherited the family curse
Play the same song again and again
Repeat the part that makes me feel sad at the end
Haunted by images I conjure in my mind
Think they might follow me till the day I die

[Chorus]
And I just wanna know
When will it stop hurting?
When will I feel okay?
God please tell me
Will there ever come a day?
When I don’t wake up
And feel this way
I just wanna know