[Lyric] Where Did I Go (Aitan Milman)

I’m all over the place cuz this shit ain’t scripted
Even when I feel safe I try to keep my distance
And when I make a commitment I always overthink it
So I trap myself inside there ain’t no exit ticket
Then it seems like I’m so distant like I don’t got no mental existence
And this shit be getting consistent
Cuz I can checkout at an instant
And Ik this sounds twisted, but I gotta start resistin
And I need to end this now while I’m young and while I glisten

Where did I go?
Where did I go?
Where did I go?
Where did I go?

It’s hard to stop but sayin it sounds easy
And I never left but my mana said she miss me

Where did I go?
Where did I go?
Where did I go?
Where did I go?
Neither u or I can tell
I just feel like I sunk into my shell, like I sunk into my shell

Real ppl give fake compliments
And fake ppl would do anything for an audience
It’s all a cycle these mothafuckas trapped in what Simon says
I’m out here building verbal monuments
But then there’s ppl that fuck up my drive wit they condiments
My brain is a lab I’m always makin a new recipe
The devil makes do it but what I do is so heavenly
But how I do it so devilishly
Right now I’m contradicting
I’m tryna find myself but out there it’s sickening

I jus wanna break away
I jus wanna break away
I jus wanna break away
I jus wanna break away
I jus wanna break away

But out there it’s sickening
But out there it’s sickening

Y’all use fiction, I use diction, and I rock this shit wit my precision
Never run out of verbal ammunition
I’m always writing the shit I envision
I’m on the cut yea I make the I incision
My words are bulls fighting they make a collision
Those who don’t grind be the ones that are bitchin
And those who don’t make it jus act like they glitchin
This ain’t a game but I’m still on a mission
And no I don’t pass but my lyrics I’m dishin
I’m always cookin yea this is my kitchen
I’m more than an artist I don’t jus paint pictures
I’m a mad scientist makin my mixtures
My shit leave u speechless u can’t even whisper
But I’m still out there and out there I’m lost
Gotta get me back no matter the cost
And I can’t think about the future and the wealth
Cuz I still ain’t found myself
Where did I go?
Where did I go?
Where did I go?
Where did I go?

It’s hard to stop but sayin it sounds easy
And I never left but my mana said she miss me

Where did I go?
Where did I go?
Where did I go?
Where did I go?

Neither u or I can tell
I just feel like I sunk into my shell, like I sunk into my shell