[Lyric] White Sinks (FlamingoX)

You call me up on the phone, at 3am
You tell me the problem’s me and not him

Our relationship, just started igniting
Why’d it all have to end, replay the fighting

With white sinks, they're filled with tears
I've been bleeding out for years by now
I’m sober ready, my heart is heavy
Can I just try to get some sleep now

All I wanted was something, a little exciting
I’m starting to feel so sore, from all this handwriting

I have doubts, but I’ll conquer fears
I’ve been tryna fight through my tears
Shoulder heavy, I know I’m not ready
Can I just be at peacе right now

All of my negative thoughts, they’rе so inviting
Only time where I can’t think, is when I’m driving
I’m done with heartache, the next chance I take
Might leave me in the bottom of a lake
I’m broke down, beyond repair
But everyone just leaves me there