[Lyric] Who cares if im shivering? (Majoraeclipse)

Pull me into the foreground, I'm trying to rule out
The pair of eyes that scares me the most; I know
I should be trying to talk now, I don’t really know how
Anxiety is blocking my throat

And I could try to run away to the treetops
Keep plotting my plans but my demons are eavesdropping
I wanna change
But my mind won't let me detox
It's pissing me off that he said, she said that I don’t give a fuck

Think I'll leave when I shiver; is it fear, is it winter?
Now I gotta consider if I'm part of the picture
Oh my god is this hindering; I gotta recenter
If all I want is the differencе, I gotta deliver

So I fuck up my liver 'til my hеart is pouring out
I needa cover the mirrors 'fore the sun is coming out
I hope you're watching me shimmer when I get out this boring town
I ain't ever feel involved, I'll be freezing on my own
And I thought I could
Just wait ’til this passes, miss out on classes
It would be fine if I just wouldn’t be
So scared of rejection

Don't know what will happen; just leave me to rot
I’m prolly not worth the mention; I can't pick up a call
And I can't answer a message; guilt is eating me up
Skipping through other dimensions but ain't dealing with none

Think I’ll leave when I shiver; is it fear, is it winter?
Now I gotta consider if I'm part of the picture
Oh my god is this hindering; I gotta recenter
If all I want is the difference, I gotta deliver

So I fuck up my liver 'til my heart is pouring out
I needa cover the mirrors 'fore the sun is coming out
I hope youre watching me shimmer when I get out this boring town
I ain't ever feel involved, I'll be freezing on my own

Think I'll leave when I shiver; is it fear, is it winter?
Now I gotta consider if I'm part of the picture
Oh my god is this hindering; I gotta recenter
If all I want is the difference, I gotta deliver

So I fuck up my liver 'til my heart is pouring out
I needa cover the mirrors 'fore the sun is coming out
I hope youre watching me shimmer when I get out this boring town
I ain't ever feel involved, I'll be freezing on my own