[Verse 1: TeeBc]
Guess I'll start it off with this one
You were the first of them to go
I didn't think it would scar me or ever crush me
But obviously it pushed me to a low
That I can never explain to other people when they ask me
It's been a struggle for the last week
Tryna to write this song for my rap mixtape
That I'm tryna fill with songs of my past mistakes
& this is where it begins
Way in the start
Just a young boy
With no pain in his heart
It was hard just seeing yours giving out
I saw you fall to your knees
& I was falling to pieces
Seeing you in defeat
And I was young but it didn't matter
I was still so affected by way they felt
I recall the crying faces of my mom & dad
& I was crying too cause I just couldn't find a way to help
That's the trigger to the brain that made me change myself
I can't accept the fact you had to go do it
If I could trade places, even give away my health
Know I would cause I'd rather go through it
Yeah, Better me than you
Better believe I'd endure the heat for you
Give me the burden; it's not that I'm being tougher
It just hurts me even more when I think of seeing you suffer
[Hook: Kris Sousa]
Cause that's who you are
Don't change the way that you usually are
Just do your thing, be who you think you truly are
Cause that's who you are
It's who you are
Don't change the way that you usually are
Just do your thing, be who you think you truly are
Cause that's who you are
[Verse 2: TeeBc]
That's the problem I ain't really figure who I am
I guess I'll let you in on my secret
I'm just surviving off what people think or view I am
I change myself depending who I'd be with
Ever since you left I developed a way to alter
My own behaviour to fit all the expectations of others
& since I'm constantly changing for people I have around me
I think I finally lost touch of my original personality
Now my deepest desire is based on trying find me
What is my identity someone try to remind me?
What characteristics do I, carry or hold
& which of all these traits can I choose to truly define me?
Why I changed from the start well it's hard to say
To feel accepted wasn't part of that reason
Guess I'm still in trauma since the day you got away
So I just wanna satisfy the world while I'm breathing
[Hook: Kris Sousa]
That's who you are
Don't change the way that you usually are
Just do your thing, be who you think you truly are
Cause that's who you are
It's who you are
Don't change the way that you usually are
Just do your thing, be who you think you truly are
Cause that's who you are
[Bridge: TeeBc]
It's who you are
That's who you are
It's who you are
Don't change
Don't change
[Bridge: Kris Sousa]
Just do your thing
Just do you thing
[Verse 3: TeeBc]
I don't blame you for what Im turning into
You can say that I'm just living out my destiny
After all the years & everything I've been through
I'll continue to live up to my expectancy
At times, my emotions get the best of me
At times, the entire moment's testing me
Just keep smiling as I'm climbing up the road
This the Subtle Flows, Grandma; hoping' that you know...
[Outro]
What you want
Is also what you fear
And what you're searching for
Is what you're trying to avoid
You're afraid; afraid it leads to the same answer
You're afraid that if you do find it, it might be...
& you're afraid if you don't find it, you'll just be...
Nothing
Guess I'll start it off with this one
You were the first of them to go
I didn't think it would scar me or ever crush me
But obviously it pushed me to a low
That I can never explain to other people when they ask me
It's been a struggle for the last week
Tryna to write this song for my rap mixtape
That I'm tryna fill with songs of my past mistakes
& this is where it begins
Way in the start
Just a young boy
With no pain in his heart
It was hard just seeing yours giving out
I saw you fall to your knees
& I was falling to pieces
Seeing you in defeat
And I was young but it didn't matter
I was still so affected by way they felt
I recall the crying faces of my mom & dad
& I was crying too cause I just couldn't find a way to help
That's the trigger to the brain that made me change myself
I can't accept the fact you had to go do it
If I could trade places, even give away my health
Know I would cause I'd rather go through it
Yeah, Better me than you
Better believe I'd endure the heat for you
Give me the burden; it's not that I'm being tougher
It just hurts me even more when I think of seeing you suffer
[Hook: Kris Sousa]
Cause that's who you are
Don't change the way that you usually are
Just do your thing, be who you think you truly are
Cause that's who you are
It's who you are
Don't change the way that you usually are
Just do your thing, be who you think you truly are
Cause that's who you are
[Verse 2: TeeBc]
That's the problem I ain't really figure who I am
I guess I'll let you in on my secret
I'm just surviving off what people think or view I am
I change myself depending who I'd be with
Ever since you left I developed a way to alter
My own behaviour to fit all the expectations of others
& since I'm constantly changing for people I have around me
I think I finally lost touch of my original personality
Now my deepest desire is based on trying find me
What is my identity someone try to remind me?
What characteristics do I, carry or hold
& which of all these traits can I choose to truly define me?
Why I changed from the start well it's hard to say
To feel accepted wasn't part of that reason
Guess I'm still in trauma since the day you got away
So I just wanna satisfy the world while I'm breathing
[Hook: Kris Sousa]
That's who you are
Don't change the way that you usually are
Just do your thing, be who you think you truly are
Cause that's who you are
It's who you are
Don't change the way that you usually are
Just do your thing, be who you think you truly are
Cause that's who you are
[Bridge: TeeBc]
It's who you are
That's who you are
It's who you are
Don't change
Don't change
[Bridge: Kris Sousa]
Just do your thing
Just do you thing
[Verse 3: TeeBc]
I don't blame you for what Im turning into
You can say that I'm just living out my destiny
After all the years & everything I've been through
I'll continue to live up to my expectancy
At times, my emotions get the best of me
At times, the entire moment's testing me
Just keep smiling as I'm climbing up the road
This the Subtle Flows, Grandma; hoping' that you know...
[Outro]
What you want
Is also what you fear
And what you're searching for
Is what you're trying to avoid
You're afraid; afraid it leads to the same answer
You're afraid that if you do find it, it might be...
& you're afraid if you don't find it, you'll just be...
Nothing
( DaGara )
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