[Lyric] Whyd You Kill Yourself? Solitude (Profound Carnage 13)

I am here but can't relate to anyone
Even those who claim to be introverted
No one is as introverted as me
That's my great accomplishment

But no one gives a fuck (x4)
Nor should they

Solitude is all I know
Wisdom contained within these walls
How can you change yourself
When you only partially even want to change

Solitude is all you know
But you feel like you should belong
You strive for, you strive for
Something more

Experiences, you don't know what they are
Tabula rasa, where to start?
Everyone's got their own snowball
That keeps on rolling
But they don't give a fuck (x4)
Nor should they

Solitude is all I know
Hatred boiling, envying
Not the lifestyle, but the ambition
Something to hold on to

Solitude is all you know
But you have something to hold tight
You strive for, you strive for
Something more

Empty buses, in the morning
Crowded cities, in the evening
A speck of dust can't help but doubt itself
And the world around it

It's not just me, it's also you
You for understanding the punchline to the joke
Why don't I get it? why don't I get it?
Is it me?

And if I just release this ghost
Then all this will become so trivial
I can watch tiles turn to red
Before I watch potential turn black
Imagine if you came to love it
The point of existence in the palm of your hand
Then why'd you kill yourself, then why'd you kill yourself?
Arrogance clouds your fortune telling