[Lyric] Wild Thoughts (Ekene)

I've been drinking I've been smoking
I've been doing stuff I've been thinking
I've been talking to a therapist
And I've been listening to my own voices
And I still love you ain't no lie
I can't breathe without you I didn't realize
That I belong to you I belong
We still love each other like before
Plus I not proud of what I did girl
I should have tried to not be selfish
I made you cry told you lies I betrayed our love
I didn't realize what you mean to me
I took for granted the love you gave
I made you hatе what you loved in me
I was wrong and I admit it
I'm hoping you won't ignore my plеas
I want to undo these damages
It might not mean anything to you
From my heart I say
I'm sorry for putting you through
Soooo Much so much pain
And all that shame
Now I know you don't deserve this
Tooo much, Too much pain
And all that shame
All the things you've been going through
I'm the one to be blamed not you
And I don't know what came over me
I guess it's all coming back to me
Can we try, I know it's a long shot but can we try your way this time
Now I realize my mistakes
And I want to fix all that I've broken
I hope you still have a place in your heart to give this another chance
I'm on ma knees
I will love you, and this time with the whole of me
There'll be no lies
And i'll love you with all my heart
Loving only you loving you till the rest of days