[Lyric] Wishful Thinking (Dirty Bxy)

[Intro]
(Damn, you did 'em dirty)

[Chorus: Dirty Boy]
I'm not sure if you noticed
I keep enemies the closest
Blowing dope in O's, we ghost it
Behind smoke, we sipping potion
Shawty swaying like the ocean
Using drugs to mask emotions
Can't remember, I can't focus
Said her parents think I'm soulless

[Verse 1: Dirty Boy]
At the end of the day
It doesn't matter if I spray my brains
The outcome still the same
We live, then die, and then out memory fades
Wake up in time to slave for pay
Gеt home and fucking pray for change
Your hope is lost, your soul dеcays
Get dressed real nice, your cold and grey
They say "it's the end of days"
But I think that's wishful thinking
Why I see your face every time I'm fucking blinking?
Guess we both got' drown
We're goin' down the ship is sinking
Imma bare that cross
Always smoking if I'm drinking
[Pre-Chorus: Dirty Boy]
I don't know anymore
I don't know (I don't know, no)
Shit that's right feels so wrong
Let me go (Let me go)
I don't know anymore
I don't know(I don't know)
Need a grave
So I dug myself a hole (Brha)

[Chorus: Dirty Boy]
I'm not sure if you noticed
I keep enemies the closest
Blowing dope in O's, we ghost it
Behind smoke, we sipping potion
Shawty swaying like the ocean
Using drugs to mask emotions
Can't remember, I can't focus
Said her parents think I'm soulless

[Verse 2: Dirty Boy]
I'm saying "I don't give a fuck about a bitch"
Because I'm hurting
Dirty Boy the Fallen
Turns to Dirty the Deserted
I really fucked my life up
But I know that I deserve it
Dirty Boy the effigy
Tormented soul, Yung Get-To-Burnin
Forever ended real quick
I can't really complain though
Was sick of all that shit
Dissipate like the dope blown
Disappointed that I'm gone? No?
Then what you hit my phone for?
Leave me alone, forget my name
Don't even think about me no more
[Pre-Chorus: Dirty Boy]
I don't know anymore
I don't know (I don't know, no)
Shit that's right feels so wrong
Let me go (Let me go)
I don't know anymore
I don't know(I don't know)
Need a grave
So I dug myself a hole (Brha)

[Chorus: Dirty Boy]
I'm not sure if you noticed
I keep enemies the closest
Blowing dope in O's, we ghost it
Behind smoke, we sipping potion
Shawty swaying like the ocean
Using drugs to mask emotions
Can't remember, I can't focus
Said her parents think I'm soulless