[Lyric] Without End (Distinguisher)

Right back at square one
It’s like I never left
Like the night returned to morning
Endless cycle of self

Repeating over and over again

Nothing
But memories left on repeat
They saturate my bloodstream
They haunt me in my sleep

A virus
That I tried to deny
Seeping from beneath
Strangling my cries

You don’t know

Oh but I do
How the silence fucking haunts you
When you step from out of view
Oh now you’ll see
When my eyes go dark
It was always me

Now I’m right back at the starting line
All my progress has gone
Holding on to wasted time

The hours turn to seconds
I’m counting everyone
I’ll never find a savior
Under my own loaded gun

Addicted to the pain
Except for my disdain

Disgusted with the man who shares my face
Standing in the mirror day after day

Addicted to my own misery
You only saw the end
I saw where it began

Self-destructive by my fucking nature
Self-indulgence is the only way out
Buried underneath the weight of things I couldn't change