[Verse 1]
How did I end up where I’m at now?
So dark, it’s like I’m livin’ in a blackout
The lights flicker on but nobody’s home
I’m lost in the past and I’m all alone
Your face has faded from my memories
All I see is a silhouette in front of me
Your hands, they tighten around my neck
The pain goes on and I fear what’s next
Choking me to death, it could be worse
Being with you nearly put me in a hearse
Maybe I should look on the brighter side
I was only happy when we said goodbye
Our love ran out, never gеt it back
If I could turn back time, I’d block your ass
But if I did that, would I really be thе real me?
Probably not, this is the way it should be
[Chorus]
All these memories, in my head
Makes me fuckin’ wish, I was dead
Wipe the past away, wanna forget
Sick of breathing now
Sick of living now
Never claimed I was strong, but I’m not weak
I’ve lived through hundreds of my toughest weeks
But that doesn’t mean I’m not in pain
Pop some pills, let it flow into my brain
[Bridge]
If I hadn’t met you, would I been doing this right now?
You added the fuel to the fire, every single time you shot me down
You tore my life apart, but without you
I would never be where I am right now
Spittin’ lyrics in the booth
[Verse 2]
Sometimes I think I’m going insane
Sometimes pain surges through my brain
Feels like a bullet in my membrane
No matter what I do I can’t escape the rain
I’ve been dealing with the masses
Trauma’s igniting me, burning me to ashes
Everytime I think I’ve moved passed this
The memories return in blinding flashes
I’ve been living down in the darkness
Shut my eyes and pray that I survive
Feels like I’m a walkin’ carcass
Said you love me, tell another lie
All you ever did, was break me
All the trauma you gave me changed me
The man you knew is no longer alive
But I don’t even know if I really know the real me
[Chorus]
All these memories, in my head
Makes me fuckin’ wish, I was dead
Wipe the past away, wanna forget
Sick of breathing now
Sick of living now
Never claimed I was strong, but I’m not weak
I’ve lived through hundreds of my toughest weeks
But that doesn’t mean I’m not in pain
Pop some pills, let it flow into my brain
[Bridge]
If I hadn’t met you, would I been doing this right now?
You added the fuel to the fire, every single time you shot me down
You tore my life apart, but without you
I would never be where I am right now
Spittin’ lyrics in the booth
How did I end up where I’m at now?
So dark, it’s like I’m livin’ in a blackout
The lights flicker on but nobody’s home
I’m lost in the past and I’m all alone
Your face has faded from my memories
All I see is a silhouette in front of me
Your hands, they tighten around my neck
The pain goes on and I fear what’s next
Choking me to death, it could be worse
Being with you nearly put me in a hearse
Maybe I should look on the brighter side
I was only happy when we said goodbye
Our love ran out, never gеt it back
If I could turn back time, I’d block your ass
But if I did that, would I really be thе real me?
Probably not, this is the way it should be
[Chorus]
All these memories, in my head
Makes me fuckin’ wish, I was dead
Wipe the past away, wanna forget
Sick of breathing now
Sick of living now
Never claimed I was strong, but I’m not weak
I’ve lived through hundreds of my toughest weeks
But that doesn’t mean I’m not in pain
Pop some pills, let it flow into my brain
[Bridge]
If I hadn’t met you, would I been doing this right now?
You added the fuel to the fire, every single time you shot me down
You tore my life apart, but without you
I would never be where I am right now
Spittin’ lyrics in the booth
[Verse 2]
Sometimes I think I’m going insane
Sometimes pain surges through my brain
Feels like a bullet in my membrane
No matter what I do I can’t escape the rain
I’ve been dealing with the masses
Trauma’s igniting me, burning me to ashes
Everytime I think I’ve moved passed this
The memories return in blinding flashes
I’ve been living down in the darkness
Shut my eyes and pray that I survive
Feels like I’m a walkin’ carcass
Said you love me, tell another lie
All you ever did, was break me
All the trauma you gave me changed me
The man you knew is no longer alive
But I don’t even know if I really know the real me
[Chorus]
All these memories, in my head
Makes me fuckin’ wish, I was dead
Wipe the past away, wanna forget
Sick of breathing now
Sick of living now
Never claimed I was strong, but I’m not weak
I’ve lived through hundreds of my toughest weeks
But that doesn’t mean I’m not in pain
Pop some pills, let it flow into my brain
[Bridge]
If I hadn’t met you, would I been doing this right now?
You added the fuel to the fire, every single time you shot me down
You tore my life apart, but without you
I would never be where I am right now
Spittin’ lyrics in the booth
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