[Lyric] ​wounds plaster (autumndropsdead)

[Intro]
I'm within the walls

[Verse 1: autumndropsdead]
Easy to target
Swear i’ve been honest
I’m still tryna rejuvenate
From the memories last august
Ink drip from the ceiling
Familiar feelings
To take time is to realize
What it really means to be healing

Knees go numb when i reach for the shelf
There’s an old song that speaks of myself
But i’ve lost it; my subconscious
Won’t take away this blockage
It’s irritating; the way i hate it
All you are is full of nonsense

[Chorus: sleepwater]
How you gonna say your not into me
Everytime you’re my enemy
I feel out of body
Everytime i'm getting the…
Drugs from my doctor
Off a sedative, i forgot her
I feel like i deserve my happy ever after
I don't like it here, i like raptures
Enrapture me for a disaster
I got wounds on me so where’s my plaster
In a room with me, i feel like casper
She don't touch me; i shatter
She don't trust me, i’m in tatters
I’m forever climbing up this
Unforgiving ladder
[Verse 2: autumndropsdead]
I’m unfair & i know it
Frustration; i bestow it
I’m shaking baby, yeah i’m aching
Maybe this is punishment for the broken
The sight that i see through my eye
Isn’t blind
A sigh of relief comforted by a lie
I can’t really take it
The pace that i’m making is
Turning me into the me i despise

Fuck, i'll turn my back on ur ass
And won't give it a thought or the time of the day
It doesn't matter, the wounds and the plaster are begging me
“autumn, you just gotta change”
If i go any faster, my body will splatter
Yet i'll be alive, put me outta the pain
I pick up the fragments of me that just happen
To still be in tact, even after the rain

[Verse 3: sleepwater]
Everything i spew out
I tell the same story
Bout how you don't want me
Never ever want me
How comes ur all up on me
I pull u, you don’t pull me
Im stressed out, can't relax
Another pill, i might relapse
[Bridge: autumndropsdead
I just don’t get it how this life
Taught revenge and left me behind
No time to cry
Cause in the end you’ll be fine

[Chorus: autumndropsdead & sleepwater]
How you gonna say your not into me
Everytime you’re my enemy
I feel out of body
Everytime i'm getting the
Drugs from my doctor
Off a sedative, i forgot her
I feel like i deserve my happy ever after
I don't like it here, i like raptures
Enrapture me for a disaster
I got wounds on me so where’s my plaster
In a room with me, i feel like casper
She don't touch me; i shatter
She don't trust me, i’m in tatters
I’m forever climbing up this
Unforgiving ladder