[Lyric] WTLUN (Cal in Red)

My feet hit the floor
And I opened my eyes
And then it all dawned
I knocked on your door
To make sense of it all
You were already gone

And I'm steady but something in me
It won't let me call
My heart heavy it won't let it be

Boiling up again
Why do we pretend
You know it'll haunt me
I know it'll cost ya
Simmer out again
But I can't keep it down

Just the thought of it
How could I forget
The way that you held me
To say not to meld me
Called it off for what
And where's that leave us now
I ran to the yard
And much to my surprise
To sun had fallen
I look to a sky
That I don't recognize
I don't recognize

And I'm steady
So why am I bound
To making the call (some city)
I can't let it
I won't let it be
And I've bled it out
Something in me is ready to fall
I'll unfell it, this can not be me
No, no, no

Boiling up again
Why do we pretend
You know it'll haunt me
I know it'll cost ya
Simmer out again
But I can't keep it down

Just the thought of it
How could I forget
The way that you held me
To say not to meld me
Called it off for what
And where's that leave us now