[Lyric] Wxssup (j. sula)

[Verse]
First off, I'm needing to work on
All of the things I put off 'til tomorrow, my shine's gone
And I need it back now, I'm making these tracks now
'Cause I don't know what else I gotta do, the blue's back now
I done blew out my back now, carrying these burdens
I'm closing the curtain, I'm feeling like The Wizard of Oz
You know, the scared one? I feel unimportant
I feel like no matter what choice I have, I choose the worst one
Just what have I become? A shell of my former awesome self
Man, oh come on, what happened to
The wealth and inner peace you were preaching?
What happened to the block of self-esteem you would stand on?
Where's the Josh that stood with God no matter what happened?
He was the backbone of everything you said and did
What happened to your faith in Him? It's all that I'm asking
There's no need to hide, there is no need to put mask on
You speeding like a felon even when you in school zone
Think you hot like a calzone, but you cold like a Frozone
It's crazy, the ozone is thinning now
Joshie boy just keep on, keep on sinning now
It's pretty rare you'll ever catch him even grinning now
Back at beginning now, what is his mission now?
He thought he had a wife, but she up and went dipping now
What 'bout the children now? So sentimental now