[Lyric] You Mean That Much to Me? (Memorybook)

As i held you in my room
My hand gripped on your head
Getting tighter as we spoke
About the future we didn’t
Want to see

Eventually the pressure broke
Your brains scattered all around the cemetery
Across the big road i hate to cross
Across the river i didn’t want to cross with you
(we’ll get to it)

As my hands wrapped around your neck
The people surrounded me
The people i didn’t want to see
The people who didn’t want to see me
The people i saw at the beach that one night
That one life
We had
Where i died in your hands
And cried
Myself
To sleep
OooooOoOooOooOo

The year was 1963
Before our parents were born with all that hate
Before those houses and walls were built
The ones we drew faces on
The ones that would chant to us “i love you”
I love you
Please don’t go

You looked so damn confused
When i pointed that green gun at you
The one given to me by my own hand
The one given to me to kill you to get me a
A better life better love
A better price for
Those roses you gave me
Straight from your eyes from your heart
You crumble in the sun
Right in front of me
In my arms
Please please please
Don’t fucking die

OooOooOoOooo