[Lyric] You or the Side (Malik Moses)

[Chorus]
Let it go, Let it go, let it go-o
I might be back, but I won't be the same
Wanna go back but I think I done changed too much
I might be back, but i won’t be the same
Wanna go back but I'm thinkin bout

[Verse]
What do I love more? You or the Side?
I can't decide, it got me turning on my (?)
And looking to god, (?)
What did I do wrong, I’m only living the way i was taught
Not in a million years that i thought
Be out the ghetto, looking at the stars
Out in California working with the stars
A few of my idols, still it's hard for me
Sick memories of ducking the rifles
Having trouble loving with this shit maybe to be
All of my niggas got PTSD
I don't know nobody die from old age
But I'm starting to think i would like to
Quiet nigga the hood made me observant
Sorry I come off aloof (?) unless I'm cursing
Quick-tempered i learn that to be defensive
Adolescent addresses where bullets was swerving
Return or sending they get the message
I meant it
If I ever said I love you, that's real (for real, for real)
But these demons hard to shake baby
I'm trying for our sake baby
Things i learned a the fuse concerned
Blowing up in our face baby
Getting in the way baby
Its way crazy
I hate change, but i love ya
[Chorus]
Let it go, Let it go, let it go-o
I might be back, but I won't be the same
Wanna go back but I think I done changed too much
Let it go, Let it go
I might be back, but I won’t be the same
Wanna go back but I done changed too much baby