Once sleepless to avoid nightmares Now wide awake with unwavering resolve Yet I reside in loneliness Misplaced on this soil No rest until I hurt myself No rest until I'm numb A lonely cry In a surge of anguish I breathe despair To defer my downfall When my foundation collapses What will remain The last heave Will take me away To...Learn More

You are Beauty Kind Joy Adorable Elegant Generous Your face is familiar I see my echo in your beautiful mind Our souls have bonded Before we even met You are Beautiful (as I am crude) Kind (as I am cold) Joy (as I am misery) Adorable (as I am ugly) Elegant (as I am dull) Generous (as I am selfish) Your face is intimate I see myself in your...Learn More

Unwanted desires A craving for a forgotten past I despise the weakness, sworn to chain my mind A carefree life is so close, yet I confine myself to this delusion Why must I hold on to that which breaks me Why must I hold on to that which destroys my sanctuary I hate myself for lying to you, even without words or actions You see right through me,...Learn More

What sin comes from oblivion What righteousness comes from indifference There is no iniquity, no hate, no darkness Only the absence of truth The son shall suffer the ignorance of the father Bow down and let it fester You wish to be my idol A foundation of mistrust You wish to be my god A foundation of contempt Show everyone wrong Opposed to all...Learn More