Mouth sewn shut Eyes ripped out Burn my fucking body You’re dead wrong And so am I Nothing is less than death Strictly confined to the mind of limitless suffering But that is only deeper submergence into the distance My self-inflicted unconscious tension My head my mind a ghost a liar a killer I will be the death of me...Learn More

My head is an ocean of tempests and demons I collapse under the weight of my mind Surface disappears, the silent darkness begins Lungs black out as the misery is deafening Drowning as I suffocate alive I reach depths with a pressure to kill Through no fault of my own my mouth is bleeding I’m surrounded by the deepest fears of life There’s not...Learn More

I’ll sigh relief with my last breath I disappoint everyone I love I’m not denying your history I saw a slit of the afterlife My grave was fashioned by the hands of a sadist A gathering of crows pays no mind to this soul Woe to the shepherd who abandons the flock I owe my pride to the priest who died in the fire Process of elimination I have to...Learn More

I drown myself in my head all fucking day But this suffocation never kills me Ego forces dreams of endless debility Sadistic ritual of suffering I crave a fatal ending to this self-loathing What a dream to not be human anymore I need sleep to wrestle me from consciousness And thrust my body head-first into nothing No dreams, no hope, just the...Learn More

I had longed to awake from this painful day dream My head has sunk below the event horizon And I only await the evanescence The dying of one to birth another When the blooming of these realizations come to fruition that there is a truth in nothing and everything will still leave me in discontent I understand the emptiness of all the dreams I...Learn More

Re-create this atrophy Leave me in the wake of your torment Alone with burning anger I’m chasing a noose as you’re chasing the fire I’m armed to the teeth with the worst of my honesty I’ll force away your options so you can’t be wrong I’ll run away but stay inside of my limits I’ll bite my time and swallow despair I’m your saving grace but your...Learn More

Mind versus self I against I What I perceive is a distraction Broad and narrow I am my ruin Unfalsifiable Hands down my fucking throat My dislocated jaw Self-inflicted russian roulette Locked and loaded chambers Twisting closer to suicide One snap of the senses And I obliterate...Learn More

Life’s a fucking bitch bleeding knives and sharp wrists Agony in every breath my sacrifice rejected I know all I am is fucking feed for the worms Another casualty, another servant to anguish An onslaught of slaughter A trial by fire Baptized in the bullshit Let the ground speak If you asked me why I’m so vacant If you asked me why I’m so silent I...Learn More

The embers of hell are burning Spit the vomit down the drain as I come to terms Day in day out it was fucking suicide A silent secret within myself even I denied And I hate myself for refusing the truth My heart felt what my eyes could not see And my soul understood what my mind could not hold But I was too caught up in the lie But I’m never...Learn More

Phantom realism Becoming light Dying space Only time remains But it’s timeless The path of anguish led itself to my mirror The birds sang of violence They gathered for aggression I’m afraid of naked burns while I burn through the atmosphere Will my body impact in a deadly fashion? I beg that it does Pain is the body transforming Death is the...Learn More

I only breath just enough to be alive Any less and i’d end up through the jaws of vultures I speak just enough to mention my name And my chords pull and stretch through the famine But all that and more aside It’s the fear that grounds me The fear that stifles me And willfully abandoning all of my reveries Sound gets exhausting when everything’s...Learn More

I’ve spoken in honest tongues Only to see it was all for nothing I’ve motioned my hands a thousand times Just to fucking rot in vain I’ve seen it written in pictures But my mind just couldn’t connect Hindsight is spreading like disease And I spin once more around the sun Repitition should beget clarity But it just bears more weight on my...Learn More