[Lyric] Idrownmyself (As the Sky Melts)

I drown myself in my head all fucking day
But this suffocation never kills me
Ego forces dreams of endless debility
Sadistic ritual of suffering
I crave a fatal ending to this self-loathing
What a dream to not be human anymore
I need sleep to wrestle me from consciousness
And thrust my body head-first into nothing
No dreams, no hope, just the riddance of life
Fuck this, constant struggle with being
I wait for the day of my fatal ending
I can’t do this anymore