My tears run down with yours Wounds flow down with blood My mouth is your scream Alternate tainted day So familiar is your touch Let it wound me more passionately I am at your feet Not ready I am any more I follow your taste Simply in my trust I wound your lips Let me last in loathsomeness This only thought I follow This unblemished on My own...Learn More

Than the rain, purer Than the time, older Than the night, prettier I, the primary pain Necrotic It's hardest to awake Crawl out from the tight den Shovel the darkness from eyelids' cover And to see the light The thoughts of mine like whirls in the abyss Bounce in the torpid dance Necrotic I desire more, I desire stronger Like a madman in the...Learn More

And who I was I shall be no longer I, torn by a hard word On the verge of insanity Still I try to touch the truth I give myself away Trained in forgiveness I'm close to ridiculousness How miserable is to take a route That's been judged My existence denies the art Thus symbol comes the word Fades easily Wastes easily Dies easily Unnerves...Learn More

You tread, as if you confidently march with life You made a painting of yourself Of despair, of sadness, of suffering Brass statue, the art You become intoxicated by your own existence every night You complain on you fate plaintively You don't have it easy to be rejected But you see the hope and you have desire You know You trusted there's...Learn More

I am salvation for those who found and know I am destruction for those who fear me Serve! Don't take me to the paradise that burns Don't stick broken, dirty wings Scorn and sarcasm are one Of many things which I can offer you Everything great is built on sorrow One word, one thought, one sign, sinvasion Downfall of man? I spit in the face of...Learn More

I woke up dead today More than ever before Devoid of dreams, emotions I saw myself on rubble of life Black was always my color Palette of days its shades Landscape of thoughts decorated by dusk I drew in stillness on the easel of pain Thunder striked twice There was no rain washing the wounds Nor wind drying the tears The ash was slowly covering...Learn More

I dream, and just of my own dreams I'm afraid Marked by a curse I stand up in front of myself naked I was to myself a liar But not helpless And I am full of fear, and in hope incorrect My life marked by a thought Which alone to seize I fear Which alone to dream I feared But not helpless I dream, I marked my day with new eon There in its space i...Learn More

I'm not afraid To hold the hand of Satan Pocket full of Satan They call me mad But I know I'm the best man Pocket full of Satan I wear black jeans And big silver penta Pocket full of Satan So better run Before I smell you're Satan! Pocket full of Satan Now I'm evil Beware of my wrath I feel the strength I'm the devil's bomb! I'm singin' this...Learn More

I am ready to cross the gates of cold heaven Despair is abandonment of hope Is a color of memories I shall open my eyes no more Dread to see endless emptiness I shut them tightly till pain Let the world vanish like it never was Despair is abandonment of hope Apart from which I've got nothing In my cold heaven I shall soar up lightly Inert and...Learn More

Feed me with death Suicidal demented dance With an orgy of bodies in ignoble Deconstruction of life It's so devilicious Let me draw out of the goblet of the scorned To be an observer Truth or lie Dusk and dawn, pain and pleasure Insatiable dumb witness for the agony Abyssus abyssum invocat Hell calls hell, beast calls beast All days are named...Learn More

Blind, fool, these are my faces I never knew how to be a man I only accepted the masks of mankind Breathless I'm dying out in scorn over me I am in disfavour, I last in disfavour for life Blind, fool, these are my faces I shine before me. with self-hatred My vacant eyes are blind My empty words are the only living remembrance My modest pride...Learn More