[Lyric] Despiritualized (Ethelyn)

And who I was
I shall be no longer

I, torn by a hard word
On the verge of insanity
Still I try to touch the truth
I give myself away
Trained in forgiveness
I'm close to ridiculousness
How miserable is to take a route
That's been judged

My existence denies the art

Thus symbol comes the word
Fades easily
Wastes easily
Dies easily
Unnerves unbelief

Have i ever strode alone?
I've seen еmptiness in eyes of thosе
Who have tried to find
But themselves in adoration only
The hope is not
Where the despair holds over
I won't have the honour denying myself
But becoming the word I reject its worth

My existence denies the art

Not on the right I seek for my relief
In my contempt I breathe deeply
I have lost myself, I'm falling down
I have lost my hope, faith within that burns

Have I ever strode alone?
I've seen emptiness in my own eyes
That have tried to find me
But I got adoration in myself only
With my existance I deny the art
I despiritualized