It's less about the words And more about how they make me feel Maybe that's not fair But it's part of my deal And there's gotta be a reason My mother hasn't called for a couple weeks I'm not saying it's her It's probably 'cause of me Trying to do my best knowing My best is all I can do It's just hard when there's Things you wish you knew And I...Learn More

And there's a feeling in my chest That’s been around for at least four years And it's safe to say That it's going nowhere fast And I’ve got a five-dollar bill in my pocket That says this won't ever change And another one that says that I'll die just like this: afraid And I still feel it in those empty nights I still feel it in those calls I still...Learn More

This is an acknowledgment of the fact that I take things day to day I know I shouldn't I know better But I've grown into my ways Half-dressed in silence half-dressed in patience We'll see just how long it takes The house is burning, windows smoking Foundations cracked in every place We assess the damage it's much worse than we thought The ship is...Learn More

Your hair It falls In long gray strands Around you as you sleep You wake up And brush yourself off And try to find the strength to speak Your dad He called Again last night To ask me how you've been And it broke me up To break it that I knew about as much as him And you’re not wrong But you're not right It's just one of those things It’s a don’t...Learn More

Well it's raining in West Richmond again And I'm suspended in the air Above the empty streets The row houses And all the little things Wondering “Do they even care?” And my brother’s on the fence again 60 miles back home Along Route 17 My memory still feels so pristine And I am feeling so alone And there's the faintest taste of loss again I guess...Learn More

[Metronome clicks] And if the sky dried up and the sun died out and the ones we loved Yeah, they all found out in no uncertain terms who we really are I am a wolf to the sheep and a snake in the garden...Learn More

And if we're being honest It gets harder every day To feel like a person Or at least okay And maybe it was a bad call I stare at my feet But none of this is your fault I say ti through my teeth This is the way I feel on bridges And in the cleaning aisle 'Cause what's another night fighting off that dark I guess that god said It would have been a...Learn More

It's been a rough year Full of ups and downs and things That I probably could have handled better But I can't change that now It's been a rough one But I'm hanging in there Or at least hanging on by a thread And a couple friends And a couple shows And a couple places I'd like to go These are the things that Hold me down to earth Each day gets...Learn More

Take a few steps back and try to separate Try to feel the things that I've been hiding from for over 20 years And it's sort of like taking things apart And putting them all back together Piece by piece once again So I'll take a little time to myself I've never been good at that Or admitting when I need help But that'll have to change ‘Cause I...Learn More

Nothing like WebMD at 3 AM To confirm I'm not alright Lying in my bed still fully clothed Too weak to get the light But I'm not going down without a fight So I'll text Liv that I'm alright Just a little shaken up A little caught up in my head Less scared of death than I am of god A little too afraid of your knowing nod One that tells me that...Learn More

Sort of like watching you rot And your face tells it all Heard your last bit of sweetness Died just down the hall And no it's not fair But what the hell is Can we please not talk about this Got a long list of reasons But next to no proof Maybe that's why it's so hard ‘Cause I don't know you And it's looking at this point You'll die on this hill So...Learn More