[Lyric] Counting Days (Feigning Grace)

And if we're being honest
It gets harder every day
To feel like a person
Or at least okay
And maybe it was a bad call
I stare at my feet
But none of this is your fault
I say ti through my teeth
This is the way I feel on bridges
And in the cleaning aisle
'Cause what's another night fighting off that dark
I guess that god said
It would have been a while
And I've been doing lots of thinking
Trying to get it all straight
But I'm growing so sick of empty nights
I'm growing so sick of counting days, and I