I gave misery a room in my heart Moved around the pieces till she found the place where she belongs I fell asleep at the wheel of my life Pressing down the gas with my weight as she took the wheel to guide Well sometimes I wish I would've died Like every time I open my eyes I gave misery a try And all she gave were my miseries multiplied I‘m not...Learn More

There was a time when I would’ve jumped to the coldest of water There was a time in my life when I cared But darling you hurt me when I would’ve walked over fire We built a house together but I never could call it home Cause you broke so many promises I told you so many lies Thought we would survive Thought we would survive These are the times I...Learn More

Back and forth I would only ask you to slow down Self report Still not used to being on my own Kill myself Why do all my friends think I’m joking? Tear it out And toss it How could I stay? Every night gets harder How could I stay? Every night gets harder Don’t you wish you could go back Knock some sense into me Don’t you wish you could go...Learn More

There’s a park next to my house Where the kids around the neighborhood Would usually play If the pandemic had spared them If it’s the summer that you want Then you’ll get the most remarkable Breeze hitting your window As you sulk about being so alone inside your room I’m sick of being sad from all the beautiful weather Cause I just need someone to...Learn More

The split... Was getting more and more obvious But the upright piano that’s in your entry Still carries my fingerprints The dinners were simple And the concerts were fun You know better than most That I’m not for everyone And oh You’d tell me so That you wanted less And I wanted more Don’t take it slow I only wanna see blurs out my window You...Learn More

You don't look at me the same Guess you didn't think I'd turn out this way When my heart is happy, yours is faint I'm so sorry that you thought that I would wait Maddie, is this what you meant by “someday”? When I’d find you were right all along Cause my light, is broken and busted over time You watched me paralyze So tell me that you miss me...Learn More

You jumped the gun, told me to run When I just wanted to stay The softest lips let it slip When you’re high all you think about is me You said you were sorry, but you didn’t look it I get obsessive when I’m depressed I said I was fine but you know I can get my hopes up so damn easy now I’m used to the pain I used to be in love I was used so you...Learn More

Haven’t touched on it before Thought I could fake being stable The blood got too much to ignore The cut I hid well turned out fatal I haven’t felt in a long time Living is purgatorial Four years and counting of flatline I take it out on the angels There’s no best time for emotion No schedule on when best to smile Here I am, spilling myself out So...Learn More

Maybe one day we could live in Tokyo And escape American politics I heard you say you ran to Colorado How’s it been, haven’t heard from you since Maybe I wanna let you in But maybe it’ll kill me The alphabet is nowhere near long enough To make you stay and have it be for love Tell me how deep does a Father’s love go? I’d love to reminisce on a...Learn More