[Lyric] Misery (From Early)

I gave misery a room in my heart
Moved around the pieces till she found the place where she belongs
I fell asleep at the wheel of my life
Pressing down the gas with my weight as she took the wheel to guide

Well sometimes I wish I would've died
Like every time I open my eyes

I gave misery a try
And all she gave were my miseries multiplied
I‘m not good at being tough
Wish you would've called my bluff
But we never talk enough

I gave misery a bruise with my fist
Guilty as I’d ever felt to my disguised happiness
I fell asleep and I left her outside
Shivers running through my veins proportionally to her spine

Well sometimes I wish she would die
Cause I hate who I am tonight
I gave misery a try
And all she gave were my miseries multiplied
I‘m not good at being tough
Wish you woulda called my bluff
But we never talk enough
I want my happiness back
Thought misery would give the purpose that I thought I lacked
Don’t know the last hand that I held
Misery, I wish you well
I just wanna be myself
I just wanna be myself