It feels like I am the happiest person in the world I love what’s around me, I love every human being And I desperately hope that it will last long haha Fuck But then something happens in my brain and I feel extreme rage and I can’t control it. Feelings are always very intense and I’m tired of it I’m lying here awake Wondering what pill I...Learn More

Put the world on silent Take some pills? I’m dying in place that they calling my home Cause the hole I’m violent Absurd, I was trying to get the point of all Meet them with the smile I’m nothing; I'm higher than heaven; and now I’m low I know you all lie You are hypocrites For sale is my broken soul And yeah, I’m here, but it’s like a game I’ll...Learn More

They’ll find you dead One fucking night They’ll say “How sad!” They'll fucking lie They’ll ask themselves What was on your mind They’ll play pretend Like they are blind Overdose, fears, willing to die Metaphors, tears Hi, you survived? Terrible sins You are in fire By taking pills you got damn high Again You slide to hell There's the void In your...Learn More

Fuck, I hate my mind A lot of shit I hide For a long time Wish that I was high (High) Life has changed a lot But my mind is still a mess I can't find the words To describe my loneliness Swear I hate my thoughts I’m tired. Do I pretend Not to be a ghost? Still don’t know who I am I was fucking lost Used drugs. I was obsessed Now been clean for...Learn More