[Lyric] Absurd (Ksenia Rettnord)

Put the world on silent
Take some pills?
I’m dying in place that they calling my home
Cause the hole I’m violent
Absurd, I was trying to get the point of all

Meet them with the smile
I’m nothing; I'm higher than heaven; and now I’m low
I know you all lie
You are hypocrites
For sale is my broken soul


And yeah, I’m here, but it’s like a game
I’ll take this pill to numb the pain
And everything looks like it’s fake
I’m kinda scared to stay awake

And yeah, I’m here, but it’s like a game
I’ll makе it clear, wanted to numb the pain
And еverything looks like it’s fake
I’m kinda scared to stay awake

I’m tired of being high
I know it’s not right
But all of this is not my fault
I keep asking myself why
I need to try to win this game I didn’t install

Don’t need be alive
It hurts, take my life or push me and let me fall
Fuck, I hate my mind
You will never find anything better than fall


Hell, no


And yeah, I’m here, but it’s like a game
I’ll take this pill to numb the pain
And everything looks like it’s fake
I’m kinda scared to stay awake

And yeah, I’m here, but it’s like a game
I’ll make it clear, wanted to numb the pain
And everything looks like it’s fake
I’m kinda scared to stay awake