[Verse 1] How come this never goes my way How come this never goes my way You are what I wish I lived without You filled me with doubt You are the labor I allowed I’m passing now But you never heard a sound [Verse 2] How come this never goes my way How come this never goes my way I find in dreams that my body’s rot To reflect all this decay Still...Learn More

[Verse 1] Condemned to the toxicity If I broke, you’d find another means It wasn’t me you felt Sitting in your guilt I think we’re all dishonest at first [Chorus] You didn’t ask, you took Now I’m sitting shook Of all the things I’ve overlooked They’re staring back at me I’m drowning in your greed You devoured me [Verse 2] I think we’re all...Learn More

[Verse 1] What does it mean To feel constantly unsafe? Always present, on the edge When does it end? When does it end? Though moments bitter, I resent There's nothing more fucked than what's going on inside your head [Verse 2] I am tired of defense Of you sitting on the fence Nothing's changed when nothing's said Is this really what you meant? But...Learn More

[Verse 1] I don’t want the things I don’t say To keep getting in the way But I can’t stop keeping my mouth shut Everything pours straight from my gut [Chorus] It doesn’t matter anyway Nothing that I could say To make this hurt go away So I’d rather sit in pain Fester the sadness that I’m in Up until I wear too thin Finally let you in Oh, I want to...Learn More

[Verse 1] I’m feeling different than before In the past I’ve wanted more Now all time brings is apathy Lately, I can never breathe Why's my chest so damn heavy? [Verse 2] I guess this is growing up Sure feels like sticking in the mud Of all the things I’ve asked myself Why persist what feels like hell? Why give up against the swell? [Verse...Learn More

[Verse 1] I’m feeling drained a little bit And out of sorts, apathetic The moments you never deserve Always stay glued Inside your head until they tear away at you Until they tear away at you [Verse 2] It all hurts the same Why is it so hard to be tough? And if it all hurts the same When will I have had enough? Enough is enough...Learn More

[Verse 1] 25 feels a lot like 24 Still the pain but there is something more It never, It never settles right When you live between nightmares, do you still call it life? Do you still call it life? [Bridge] Though I wish you asked twice Though I wish you asked twice Though I wish you asked twice Hating you makes everything a little bit alright I’m...Learn More

[Intro] Self harms a sport for one Without the strength to overcome Did you think this would be fun? [Verse 1] I beg to breathe But I can't stop suffocating Does anything good come easy? [Verse 2] Moments between I am tearing at the seams Are you too always haunted by your dreams? [Pre-Chorus] Did you think this would be fun? Did you think this...Learn More

[Verse 1] Awake, I relive each moment This room holds my discontent You over me Everything was empty I held my breath, you consumed me [Chorus 1] I always begged for your temperance You set soil in each precious moment I lay silently with my own shame I only wanted your refrain [Verse 2] How did it come to this? How do we grow from it? The steps...Learn More