Antidotes swirl through my head, it's creepin' up on 3 AM Been tryna keep my eyelids up for nothing All of the advice you give's invaluable but I just can't make sense of all the days I'm stuck in bed Tell me how do you write sober? Got this feeling on my shoulders That no matter what we do we're only doomed I just wish that I could show her That...Learn More

How do I say this? Spoke to your face time and time again Watched you digest it and take it in You know how to listen Nothing came of the weight we threw around Know that you'd offer to carry a half if we figured out how Summer of '18, I hate me, you still hate yourself We both hate the mainstream, that shit makes me smile You always had good weed...Learn More

Time after time It's almost 12, I feel so weak when you're not inside But who's not drunk off something almost every night? Tell me I should grow some skin 'Cause it's still just in my head Childlike hope felt clean for a bit That credit card maxed off jeans and therapy Love songs where you call your girlfriend a bitch Took an edible so I can fall...Learn More

I barely left my room this month I'm tryna be somethin' I'm not 'Cause Instagram's got all these thots And I just need some god damn love She takes her hairclips out and it seals my mouth I know what I want but I can't get it out It's all of her pics that I see on my timeline And summer's cold, real cold I'm a real no show I just play Max...Learn More

What a waste, what a waste of resource Don't wanna die until they know how bleak it is I got too burnt out, no secret But this is all I know Turn it off (turn in half?) and circle back from every pound of silence I've come by Why's it feel like it's all a net loss? Thought there was so much time Speak in codes Speak in codes My beating heart's...Learn More

There's never been a right time or place And my cellphone just don't cut it I'm only 16 miles away Having panic attacks in the suburbs You got your head torn off and sewn back on And now I'm out of thread And I don't wanna keep you up at night But I just feel like I'm better off dead Daylight Daylight Pray when the daylight comes I get out...Learn More

Wake me slowly, wake up lonely, make this go away You've been up since 6 this morning, hope you're still okay Wrap a sweatshirt 'round my body Drive to work, do my job awfully No cigarettes with my coffee cause I'm tryna quit and be nice to my body It's not going well I just need a new hobby to stick Plug in the lights, I'm half crossed and feel...Learn More