My life tastes like cigarettes and cocaine drip I'm popping xans in my bed while I think of you Shawty knows I'm a mess but she loves me I'm the one who never lies because I don't give fuck Of what people expect from me But you're my ride or die 808 in my chest when I'm next to you When I'm next to you Baby my bad thoughts grow like mould on the...Learn More

Baby I don't know how I never know what's best for me Pineapple soda Pineapple soda to swallow the pills And maybe I should Force myself to eat a bit more Or maybe I should Learn how to deal with being alone Since my auto destruction looks more like a mission That hurts everybody that ends up involved Any distraction turns into addiction All my...Learn More

I can't talk about my feelings Without making any irony I'm wearing your ex boyfriend's jeans Baby come and stop the agony Tonight Ask me to stay Tell me how you are Don't Promise me anything Girl I would fuck it up Your skin like cocaine When I'm on a down Fuck me today Just in case I die Looking for you at the bottom of these empty bags I'm...Learn More

Baby I don't have a car And I don't have a licence I didn't go to uni And I've changed more houses than outfits I'm from the countryside I grew up on the benches I live inside a room And I invest my money in substances I never know what day it is Popping these pills when I wake up Let me dissolve under your tears Just like the line of your...Learn More

I'd die for you But you want me to live And I don't know how to do that Baby I don't know how to do that Die for you I need a tolerance break But I don't know how to do that Baby I don't know if I can do that I feel guilty every time that you tell me you love me 'Cause I fucking wanna die every time that I feel lonely It's been a while that mom...Learn More

I hate sobering up It gets me lost in my head Picturing how ima die Imagine how I feel While I'm singing these songs I know you sleeping But I keep sending texts to your phone Waste time lose control I should be sleeping But I don't wanna wake up alone Again Keep me in the back of your mind like a dead flower And think of me while we wait that this...Learn More

I wanna hide In your room Gettin' high Waiting the moon She knows I’m never sober And that's just how I am I got a thousand problems Loving you never was one Call me Baby The voices in my head keep asking me about you I'm going Crazy Smiles on your friends face my one is just full of tattoos And I don’wanna wake up Unless it's next to you Hide the...Learn More

I wish I could go back to winter 2014 And give myself more time to actually enjoy being a kid I swear that I forgot how life is without the pills My worst enemy is me and baby I'm tired to fight Cough syrup stains all over my carpet I hope summer doesn't come so I can keep wearing your jumper East end Rain smell New cash in my pockets Same black...Learn More