[Lyric] Pineapple Soda (Uber)

Baby I don't know how
I never know what's best for me
Pineapple soda
Pineapple soda to swallow the pills
And maybe I should
Force myself to eat a bit more
Or maybe I should
Learn how to deal with being alone
Since my auto destruction looks more like a mission
That hurts everybody that ends up involved
Any distraction turns into addiction
All my good intentions fade into a blur
And I

Downplay the pain
'Cause I don't want
To watch everybody
Leave my life again
What would it change
For me if you know
The list of my problems
On which I gave up
Come watch thе sunrise shining through the council estatеs and
Let me forget who I am without needing to black out
I fill up the ashtray
Empty the blister pack
Walk on the highway while the city sleeps
Pineapple soda to swallow the pills I'm
Killing myself tryina make it taste sweet

Downplay the pain
'Cause I don't want
To watch everybody
Leave my life again
What would it change
For me if you know
The list of my problems
On which I gave up