[Lyric] 14 Years (Perfect Saturday)

But it's been 14 years
That I've been holding onto this
First edition Charizard card
Man, I thought it would get me through college

But I was so wrong
Now the damn thing's fucking worthless
And it's got me feeling the same way
Like I have no fucking purpose
Feeling lost without a place to stay

(And I know)
And I know it's better for my health if I'm on the shelf
(And it feels)
And it feels like if I open up, I'm not worth as much

I hope this is rock bottom, 'cause I hate it here
And if not, I give up, I'll fucking disappear
I've been having some trouble trying to figure it out, out

But I don't know
If it's gonna get better, it's gotta get better
And I sure hope
That it's gonna get better, it's gotta get better
Someday
But it's been 14 years
I've been holding onto this
Mint condition Blue-Eyes White Dragon
Man, I thought it would get me through grad school

But I dropped out, now I'm feeling pretty stressed out
No idea where I'll be in five years
How the hell did I get so stretched out?
Now I'm trapped with all my darkest fears

(And I know)
And I know it's better for my health if I'm on the shelf
(And it feels)
And it feels like if I open up, I'm not worth as much

I hope this is rock bottom, 'cause I hate it here
And if not, I give up, I'll fucking disappear
I've been having some trouble trying to figure it out, out

But I don't know
If it's gonna get better, it's gotta get better
And I sure hope
That it's gonna get better, it's gotta get better
And I don't know
If it's gonna get better, it's gotta get better
And I sure hope
That it's gonna get better, it's gotta get better
It's gonna get better, it's gotta get better
Someday
With my first edition Charizard card
Man, I thought it would get me through college