[Lyric] 18 (TT17)

(Chorus)
I started on my grind at 16 (16)
Then I sorta blew up at 17 (17)
Then I really blew up at 18 (18)
Then I fell into my thoughts at 18
Life's been a little bit of a dream (of a dream)
I cleared my thoughts, happy and clean (and clean)
Suicidal thoughts at 13 (13)
Turned me who I am, 18

(Verse 1)
This year wasn't well, you probably couldn't tell
I bet you don't know, my whole life, been through hell
That girl from July stole my heart real fast
And broke my heart real fast, her name rings bells
Now it's raining outside, and my mind is feelin' blue
Wonderin' if next year will be a darker blue
My mind's been racin', I'm replacin' , not chasin'
Life's amazin' , girls fadin' , now I'm prayin' for my days and

(Chorus)
I started on my grind at 16 (16)
Then I sorta blew up at 17 (17)
Then I really blew up at 18 (18)
Then I fell into my thoughts at 18
Life's been a little bit of a dream (of a dream)
I cleared my thoughts, happy and clean (and clean)
Suicidal thoughts at 13 (at 13)
Turned me who I am, 18
(Verse 2)
Made fun of by some people, now respected by some people
They never saw the vision, now I'm headed to the limelight
Fans phones in the air, Joe told me Ima shine bright
And now I'm on my grind, right, I'm tryna get my mind right
I'm tryna get rid of this thing called depression
Got rid of it in April, 'till July was a blessin'
Then, I fell to my thoughts, and I'm sorta goin' down
And I'm not gonna lie, now this life got me stressin'

(Chorus)
I started on my grind at 16 (16)
Then I sorta blew up at 17 (at 17)
Then I really blew up at 18 (at 18)
Then I fell into my thoughts at 18
Life's been a little bit of a dream (of a dream)
I cleared my thoughts, happy and clean (and clean)
Suicidal thoughts at 13 (13)
Turned me who I am, 18
(Turned me who I am, 18)