[Lyric] 19 (Chloe Lilac)

[Verse 1]
My eyes closed, I'm barely awake
Be honest, I'm too used to pain
So cold out, the sun's gone away
I can't tell if I've just gone insane

[Refrain]
I cut my hair off, threw out my makeup
When I feel better, something just goes wrong
And nobody gets me, I live in a bad dream
The world's fucking ending and I'm only nineteen

[Verse 2]
Tomorrow's just ten hours away
But I'm still stuck in yesterday
My mom took just one look at my face
Am I okay? Oh

[Refrain]
I cut my hair off, threw out my makeup
When I feel better, something just goes wrong
And nobody gets me, I livе in a bad dream
The world's fucking ending and I'm only ninеteen
[Instrumental Break]

[Outro]
I cut my hair off, threw out my makeup
I don't feel better, nobody shows up
It's too hard to fix me, I'm late to the party
I feel so empty and I'm only nineteen