[Lyric] All for nothing (As the Sky Melts)

Every goddamn fucking choice I make
Is the goddamn fucking wrong one
Square one is a goddamn fucking bitch
Gun to my head release this pressure

Manic and itching like an addiction
I am the ashes of my cigarettes
Pushing and pulling til I am nothing
Fuck chasing dreams I will chase my demise

Confusion leaves me paralyzed
Like a dog being put down
My fucking head is a war zone
I’m lost and fucking tired of fighting

It wasn’t me who threw salt on my wounds
But the pain made its way to my soul
And if the suffering always chooses me
Then I don’t want to be alive

Diminish the subtleties into nothing
As if there was anything there at all
Suffocating just for nothing
It was all for nothing
And here I lie